Best of April 2021

Don't let April showers get you down. Just stay inside with one of these great reads instead....

#1 The Summer Job by Lizzie Dent (15 Apr 2021)

Can Birdy carry off a summer at a luxury Scottish hotel pretending to be her best friend (who incidentally is a world-class wine expert)? And can she stop herself from falling for the first man she's ever actually liked (but who thinks she's someone else).

In my opinion: ★★★★★

LOVED IT! A great story about a "ramshackle family hotel.....trying so desperately to be grander and more magnificent than it was....filled with imperfect people, all muddling along together with their ridiculous flaws and gigantic hearts". But, it was totally main character, Elizabeth Finch or Birdy to her friends, that made this for me. She's a wonderfully boisterous, attention-seeking, risk-taking, sarcastic gobshite or a thirty-one year old girl "lacking in credentials and experience".

But, mostly she's hilarious as this quote shows where Birdy is about to finally get it on with James: "I stink. I haven't had a shower and I'm still wearing yesterday's knickers. Oh, and in this light, I'd better warn you, there will be some disappointments." Or "Sorry, James, I'm a total mess. I'd like to say it gets better than this, but it really doesn't." She's also totally relatable. I could particularly relate to this one: "No one in history has moaned about bosses as much as me....Almost every boss I've ever had has fallen short in every conceivable way." Its written in the first person with plenty of random musings about anything and everything. 

#2 Last Night by Mhairi McFarlane (1 Apr 2021)

Eve, Justin, Susie and Ed have been friends since they were eighteen. Now in their 30s, the four are still as close as ever, and Eve is still secretly in love with Ed. Then one night, in an instant, all their lives change forever. And, as Eve learns she didn’t know her friends as well as she thought, she also discovers she isn’t the only person keeping secrets…

In my opinion: ★★★★★

I didn't even read the blurb for this, I just saw Mhairi McFarlane and thought must-read as I loved her previous book - so funny. Well WOW this couldn't have been more different yet at the same time similar. Like 'If I Never Met You' this was funny mainly due to the author's dry, cynical but spot-on writing style and witty musings. For example, a favourite of mine was Eve pondering "how many mistakes in life are born of a simple fear of being rude" or justification of bitching that some people are so intolerable that "there's only two ways of releasing the pressure. One, letting loose at the individual winding you up, or two, bitching mercilessly behind their back."

But, unlike 'If I Never Met You' which was based on a fauxmance this was essentially a heartbreaking story of friendship and loss (with a little bit of love obviously). As such I wasn't expecting the emotions and thoughts this provoked. But that said it was still essentially a light-hearted read with the author blending her wit and empathy seamlessly....and I for one LOVED it!

#3 The Lost Hours by Susan Lewis (1 Apr 2021)

Golden couple Annie and David Crayce have it all. A loving marriage, three beautiful children and a thriving family business. Life couldn’t be better. Until the unthinkable happens… A piece of damning DNA evidence has arisen, placing David as the prime suspect of a murder committed twenty-years ago. Annie is sure her David is innocent. But if he isn’t guilty, then either his father or brother must be. As the police investigate, so does Annie. And Annie begins to doubt the one person she thought she knew best… Her husband.  

In my opinion: ★★★★

Having only fairly recently discovered author Susan Lewis I have quickly become a huge fan. Once again this was another brilliant read that had me gripped from start to finish. The reason being that Susan Lewis always seems to tackle some really compelling and thought-provoking moral dilemmas with her plots. In this one familial DNA evidence means that there are only three possible suspects (the father, uncle or grandfather) and so in proving their own innocence each is effectively condemning a loved one instead. This explores the emotional impact on the close-knit family from divided loyalties to doubts, love, anger, guilt, disbelief and more.

I've given this 4 stars rather than 5 simply because in an exceptionally demanding way I was expecting more. Right from the start the remote shooting school setting filled me with nervous anticipation and dread - all those guns - but disappointingly that didn't really amount to anything. Mostly though whilst I didn't see the eventual culprit coming - and was in one way pleased with who it was (or wasn't) - they did seem an odd choice and the emotional fallout of it being someone else would have been even more powerful. I really wanted to give this 4.5 as it is brilliant......

#4 The Road Trip by Beth O'Leary (29 Apr 2021)

Addie and her sister are about to embark on an epic road trip to a friend's wedding in rural Scotland. But, not long after setting off, a car slams into the back of theirs. The driver is none other than Addie's ex, Dylan, who she's avoided since their traumatic break-up two years earlier. Dylan and his best mate are heading to the wedding too, and they've totalled their car, so Addie has no choice but to offer them a ride. The car is soon jam-packed full of luggage and secrets, and with four-hundred miles ahead of them, Dylan and Addie can't avoid confronting the very messy history of their relationship...

In my opinion: ★★★★

This was a story of two halves - literally and figuratively speaking. I loved the 'NOW' which focused on the calamitous road trip of five very different and unlikely travelling companions and their baggage (again literal and figuratively). These chapters were fun, funny, witty, light-hearted and entertaining and I enjoyed the dynamic and banter between the group. That said though none of the characters were a patch on Eileen from Beth O'Leary's previous book (which earned a solid 5-star rating from me). The 'THEN' was important for framing the 'NOW' but was more intense, less funny, slower paced and less me if I'm honest. Here the author also made mention of issues such as mental health but I felt they were almost token tick-box references and topics that should either be done justice or left out. With Beth's easy to read style this was an enjoyable read but sadly didn’t quite reach the admittedly high expectations set by #TheSwitch.

#5 The Wild Girls by Phoebe Morgan (29 Apr 2021)

In a luxury lodge on Botswana’s sun-soaked plains, four friends reunite for a birthday celebration. Arriving at the safari lodge, a feeling of unease settles over them. There’s no sign of the party that was promised. There’s no phone signal. They’re alone, in the wild. The hunt is on.

In my opinion: ★★★★

I loved the premise of this and it was certainly an addictive, speed-read. The atmosphere was tense and sinister from the off, in no part due to the predatory safari setting, and I was literally holding my breath throughout waiting to see how it was going to pan out. Sadly though in the end I didn't really like the way it did pan out. The atmospheric setting didn't come to much, and I struggled to engage with any of the 'wild girls'. It didn't help that although the chapters alternated equally between the 'friends' some were in the first person and some the third which seemed both jarring and suggestive. But, mostly I found it a bit far fetched, very twisted and the motive uncomfortable (although for those reasons I definitely didn't see it coming). I also like things neatly tied up and justice to be done so naturally I didn't like the weird non-ending. Despite the dubious story line this was an enjoyable, gripping read nonetheless.

#6 The Therapist by B A Paris (15 Apr 2021)

When Alice and Leo move into The Circle, a gated community of exclusive houses, it is everything they’ve dreamed of. But appearances can be deceptive. As Alice is getting to know her neighbours, she discovers a devastating, grisly secret about her new home, and begins to feel a strong connection with Nina, the therapist who lived there before. Alice becomes obsessed with trying to piece together what happened two years before. But no one wants to talk about it.…

In my opinion: ★★★★

I've only read one of B A Paris' previous books #TheDilemma which I really liked. Others have said this is a departure from B A Paris’s previous psycho-thrillers so that maybe explains why I wasn't as invested in this one. It was a bit of a slow burn and I think maybe the characters just didn't have enough depth for me to really get behind them or the story. The early narrative is told from Alice’s viewpoint interspersed with anonymous therapy sessions but for me these chapters didn't really add anything because I'd completely forgotten them by the time I knew what/who they were about and wouldve had to re-read later to make any sense if them. The plot also got a bit strange and overdone towards the end with Alice managing to somehow tenuously link one-off events across multiple countries and years but not see what was right in front of her eyes. Definitely not a must-read but also not a miss either so why not make up your own mind....

#7 Worst Idea Ever by Jane Fallon (29 Apr 2021)

Best friends tell each other everything. Or do they? 

Setting up a fake Twitter account, Georgia hopes to give her friend some anonymous moral support by posing as a potential customer. But then Lydia starts confiding in her new internet buddy and Georgia discovers she doesn't know her quite as well as she thought. 

In my opinion: ★★★★

This has an interesting premise and is a very easy read but I wanted (and was expecting) more. I enjoyed the first part but once the characters work out what's going on, the story peters out a bit and just sort of plods on to a fairly tame conclusion. Surely after such jealousy and betrayal there would have been more fireworks, even revenge perhaps, something anyway? That said it was a enjoyable read but very much a nice read rather than a must read.

#8 The Best Things by Mel Giedroyc (1 Apr 2021)

Sally Parker is struggling to find the hero inside herself. Her husband Frank has lost his business, their home and their savings, in one fell swoop. Their bank cards are being declined. The children have gone feral. And now the bailiffs are at the door. What does an ordinary woman do when the bottom falls out?

Sally Parker is about to surprise everybody. Most of all herself.

In my opinion: ★★★

This had a few laughs but given that it's TV comedian and presenter Mel Giedroyc's debut novel I was expecting more. It's more of a nice, relaxed, happy ever after read. With four children, two lay-about brothers, a snobby mum, estranged parent-in-laws, a feisty grandma and a brainiac business partner, the Parker family provided an interestingly diverse array of characters. But sadly I found myself getting annoyed with most of the characters particularly Sally (and Amerjit) who were frustratingly wet and Frank unbelievably defeatist - thank goodness for tenacious eleven year old Mikey. The story is nice enough but took a while to get going and finished too soon as I wanted to know what the Parkers were going to do next.

#9 Her Last Holiday by C.L. Taylor (29 Apr 2021)

Two years ago, Fran’s sister Jenna disappeared on a wellness retreat in Gozo that went terribly wrong. Tom Wade, the now infamous man behind Soul Shrink Retreats, has just been released from prison after serving his sentence for the deaths of two people. But he has never let on what happened to the third victim: Jenna. Determined to find out the truth, Fran books herself onto his upcoming retreat – the first since his release – and finds herself face to face with the man who might hold the key to her sister’s disappearance. The only question is, will she escape the retreat alive? Or does someone out there want Jenna’s secrets to stay hidden?

In my opinion: ★★★

I've wanted to read this author for ages but sadly this just wasn't for me. It was an easy read with an engaging writing style which kept me intrigued and reading quickly but I didn't enjoy the story line. I found the retreat and therapy aspect a bit much and also the characters a bit irritating and unlikable. But the main problem was the motivations of both the culprit and victim which seemed both ridiculous and unconvincing. The aftermath was also totally unbelievable - how the characters could be so forgiving and their personalities change instantaneously (particularly the dad). Whilst this wasn't my cup of tea I would try another of the author's books as I really do think it just this particular story line I didn't take too rather than the writing style so I would try another of her books.

Best of February 2021

It's February: the month of love and romcoms. See what's out this month....

#1 The Man I Didn't Marry by Anna Bell (4 Feb 2021)

What happens when the man she married can’t remember her at all? Ellie has the perfect life: a happy marriage, a gorgeous daughter and a baby on the way. But when her husband Max suddenly develops amnesia, he forgets everything about the last five years … including their relationship. Ellie’s determined to get to the bottom of his memory loss and find her Max again – he has to be in there somewhere, right? But then she discovers that before he lost his memory, Max was keeping a huge secret from her. 

In my opinion: ★★★★★

I absolutely loved Bell's previous book #WeJustClicked - which is one of the funniest books I've read. And as another brilliant light-hearted romantic comedy I loved this one too! Although this was more continuously funny throughout rather than big laugh out loud moments excluding Ellie being mistaken for a stripper, unicorn headbands and the camping kettle incident. Bell's created another great posse of characters from main character Ellie, who's warm, funny and still slightly geeky, to support characters like theatrical mother-in-law Judy. 

I particularly loved the baby group friends; sharp-witted Helen who says she brought Anneka reusable nappies from her baby shower list as the thought of her washing them "was like giving a gift to myself" and Anneka herself who says: "I can't go into the hospital. What if they make me give birth naturally." They are all people you'd love to know and be friends with in real life. I also enjoyed the contemporary love story of having to fall in love all over again and whether love really is fate or simply timing - can you recreate it? My only criticism is that I wanted an epilogue - I need to know whether the friends had baby girls or boys, names, etc.

#2 Lie Beside Me by Gytha Lodge (18 Feb 2021)

You wake up. 

You can't remember what happened.

The man lying next to you is not your husband.

And he's dead . . .

As Louise desperately struggles to piece her memories back together, it's clear to Detective Jonah Sheens and his team that she is their prime suspect - did she do it?

In my opinion: ★★★★

This totally screws with your mind - I mean main character Louise isn't even sure whether she did it or not. Although I wouldn't even say it's twisty and turny, more a cleverly plotted story line which just adds layer upon layer right up until the end. The u-turn is more on the characters than the plot, with the author turning you from hating someone (Louise) to rooting for them and vice versa with other characters (Alex). I also liked that while this was full of unexpected revelations, it remained realistic unlike so many books which push the boundaries too far in their attempt to deliver shock after shock. Its part police procedural and part psychological thriller alternating between the two.

I really really enjoyed this but couldn't give it the full five-stars for a couple of reasons. One I always find crimes of a sexual nature uncomfortable reading. I also dislike it in crime novels when the detectives' stories follows that of the victim - it just feels too much and unnecessary. This is the first/only one I've read but is actually the third in a series. It works as a standalone although at the start I did find all the different police detectives difficult to keep track of as it was obviously the first time I'd met them - it was perhaps also why I wasn't quite as invested in their stories too. I'll definitely be catching up with the previous two books though.

#3 Much Ado About You by Samantha Young (2 Feb 2021)

At thirty-three-years old Evangeline Starling's life in Chicago is missing that special something. In a burst of impulsivity, she plans a holiday in a quaint English village with a temporary position at Much Ado About Books, the bookstore located beneath her rental apartment. As soon as she arrives, Evie's drawn into the lives, loves and drama of the friendly villagers including Roane Robson, the charismatic and sexy farmer.

In my opinion: ★★★★

This started so strongly. I liked the first person monologue style which felt just like chatting to a good friend - a witty American thirty something booklover friend. I also liked that it wasn't just a love story but had lots more going on too with village life providing lots of family, friend and neighbour interactions (as well as a great supporting cast). I also liked the realistic timeframe with the story spanning a number of months rather than the whirlwind romances typical of this genre. However, as it went on there were a few things that took it from a 5-star to 4-star. Firstly that newcomer Evie was able to fix everyone else's lives, even fixing long-standing issues that had been plaguing the village for decades. It was a bit much both in terms of the ease and speed she could help and the sheer number of things she got involved in. At least a couple of these could have been forgone and more focus given to the running of the bookshop (which was one of the things that really drew me to this book but was sadly given little time). I also thought after the build up, Roane's "betrayal" was really quite insignificant and personally I really couldn't understand Evie's distress at finding out the hot, single guy you've fallen for is actually extremely wealthy - I mean seriously?! But, most annoying for me was Roane's continuous use of the term "Angel" urgh! A good book though despite a few minor niggles.  

#4 Married at First Swipe by Claire Frost (4 Feb 2021)

Hannah has truly been living her best life. But she wishes she had someone to spend the quieter moments with too. Jess has been with her husband for twenty years. They have a stable marriage, great kids and run their own businesses. But Jess can’t help but wonder whether settling down is all it’s cracked up to be. When Hannah embarks upon her latest scheme: finding a man using Jess’s dating app and meeting him for the first time at the altar, both women start to realise the grass isn't always greener.

In my opinion: ★★★

Described as perfect for fans of Helly Acton and Mhairi McFarlane (which I am) and loosely based on one of my favourite TV shows 'Married at First Sight' I couldn't wait to read this. Sadly though I was left disappointed as it wasn't anywhere near as funny as 'The Shelf' or 'If I Never Met You' or as dramatic as the show. The big problem for me was that this focused way too much on the pre-wedding and not enough on the wedding or marriage. I wanted more of their first impressions of each other, more of what happened on the honeymoon, more dates, more getting to know each other, more Toby - just more of everything really. I also wanted more from the epilogue - which was too soon after the end of the story to see how things worked, particularly for Jess who wasn't even given an update. The other problem was main character Hannah - who I found slightly annoying and totally selfish. Overall, an easy read but one that ambled along and unfortunately just didn't live up to its potential.

Best of March 2021

My pick of the best books out this month....

#1 The Castaways by Lucy Clarke (18 March 2021)

It should be like any other holiday. Beautiful beaches. Golden sunsets. Nothing for miles. You’ll never want to leave. Until you can’t…

In my opinion: ★★★★★

This was the one of those books that you can't help racing through but at the same time don't want to end. The unique plot and dual timelines had me totally gripped and invested in the castaways' fates from start to finish. The descriptions of events and the island setting are so vivid and frighteningly realistic that they'll invade your thoughts and dreams, particularly if you are a nervous flyer. I loved the ending, which felt very apt for the character Erin and was the one I was rooting for from early on. My only criticism is that I really wanted more of Mike to better understand his actions. The cover blurb really doesn't do this justice.

#2 Summer Kisses at Mermaids Point by Sarah Bennett (25 March 2021)

Laurie Morgan runs a café in the small seaside community of Mermaids Point. Jake Smith is a journalist, burned out and disillusioned with life, whose editor has sent him on a crack-pot hunt for mermaids. Jake quickly finds himself drawn to village life, and to the gorgeous woman who runs the local café. But he soon suspects there’s trouble lurking beneath the idyllic façade, and when it looks like Laurie’s family might be involved, Jake faces a difficult choice. Pursue the truth, or protect the woman he’s beginning to fall in love with…

In my opinion: ★★★★★

I adored this book - it was a gorgeous, warm, light-hearted story set in a charming seaside village with likeable characters. The mystery of the mermaid sightings was the perfect accompaniment to Laurie and Jake's love story and I particularly enjoyed Laurie's folklore telling of a sailor who fell in love with a mermaid. It was pure feel-good escapism and the perfect read for these current times. My only criticism was Laurie's age as I did find it hard to believe she was 23 – perhaps that's simple village living for you but definitely the most mature, grounded 23 year old I’ve ever come across. Apparently this is the start of a brand new series one and I for one can't wait to revisit Mermaids Point.

#3 A Sprinkle of Sabotage by Fiona Leitch (11 March 2021)

A film company is coming to the Cornish village of Penstowan, and the whole village turn up to be cast as extras, even Jodie ‘Nosey’ Parker. But right on cue, the company’s caterer is sabotaged and Jodie must step up. As other small accidents begin to happen, it becomes clear that the filming is being sabotaged. Can Jodie save the day once again, or will it be their final curtain call?

In my opinion: ★★★★★

This is the third in The Nosey Parker Mysteries Series. I enjoyed the first but the opportunity to catch up with much loved characters made this one even better. I just love the family dynamic between the three generations of Parker women and the will they/won't they romance between Jodie and DCI Withers. I also knew what to expect this time because this is exactly as described on the cover "a cozy mystery". There's no clues to solve, no twists and turns, no darkness nor disturbing elements - it's a light-hearted, fun, comedic murder mystery and I loved it!

#4 The Whispers by Heidi Perks (18 March 2021)

Anna Robinson hasn't been seen since she want on a night out with her four closest friends. She has a loving husband and a son she adores. Surely she wouldn't abandon them and her perfect life... At the school gates, it's not long before the rumours start. Anna's oldest friend Grace is beside herself with worry - desperately searching for answers, and certain that someone is hiding the truth. With each day that passes, the pressure mounts, it won't be long before something cracks....

In my opinion: ★★★★

This is typical Heidi Perks where the author leads you one way, then layers on another point of view giving a totally different impression. Told alternately from the perspectives of childhood besties, Grace and Anna, the story is divided into three parts. It's not until the third and final part of the story when you get the whole picture and can fully understand who's maybe not what they seem. Sadly though I didn't take to either of the women so wasn't rooting for anyone in the usual way. It was an intriguing read but for me somewhat lacked the pace, action and suspense of Perk's first book 'Now You See Her' which is one of my favourite ever books.

#5 The Invitation by AM Castle (26 March 2021)

Thirteen guests. One killer. No escape. On an island on the coast of Cornwall, cut off from the mainland by the tides for most of the day, thirteen old friends meet at Tregowan Castle for a weekend of revelry. By the next evening only twelve are still alive. Amongst them is a killer – but who? As a storm traps them on the island and past betrayals and grievances are revealed, nerves fray and friendships begin to fracture. But with no escape and no way of calling for help it’s only a matter of time before the killer strikes again. And when everyone is keeping secrets, anybody could be the next victim…

In my opinion: ★★★★

One guest ends up dead when thirteen old friends reunite for the weekend. This closed-room who-dunnit really grabbed my attention. It was an easy and enjoyable read but sadly fell a little flat after the first murder. Each of the thirteen characters (except tween Ruby) had some sort of hidden secret but some of the disclosures felt too ridiculous and were left too late to be revealed which made it difficult to guess along and meant there was not a lot actually going on at times. The author did a good job of creating distinct personalities for each guest, perhaps because each character took up the ever-changing narrative so you got to know them all equally. However, the constantly rotating multiple points of view did make the narrative quite chaotic and awkward, and sadly none of the characters were particularly likeable.

#6 The Hiding Place by Jenny Quintana (18 March 2021)

Marina is adopted - Baby Blue, the newspapers nicknamed her at the time, after she’d been found wrapped in a blue shawl, in the hallway of a large, shared house in London. 24 Harrington Gardens - that was the house, split into flats. And one of them is to let.....Of course, Marina knows that the chances of her uncovering the truth about her birth are remote – but she hopes the house might hold some clues.

In my opinion: ★★★

I loved 'The Missing Girl's one of Quintana's previous books, but sadly this one just didn't do it for me.  It was an interesting look at a different era  (the 1960s) when unwed mothers were considered shameful, and teenage unwed mothers even more so, and men were to be spared from women's problems and responsibilities. As such many women were forced into back street abortions or hiding their pregnancies and difficult labours before giving their child up for adoption. However, disappointingly I also found it a slow burn, with little mystery and a limited cast of characters, none of whom I really warmed to. 

Best of November 2020

November's here, the clocks have changed, and my 'Books of the Month' are....

#1 One By One by Ruth Ware (released 12 November 2020)
*****

Snow is falling in the ski resort of Saint Antoine, as the shareholders and directors of Snoop, the hottest new music app, gather for a make or break corporate retreat. At stake is a billion-dollar buyout. With the group irrevocably split, tensions are running high. When an avalanche cuts the chalet off, and one board member goes missing in the snow, the group is forced to ask - would someone resort to murder, to get what they want?

In my opinion: OMG I absolutely loved this. I knew I would because I have loved everyone of Ruth Ware's books but even so this somehow still managed to surpass my expectations. I loved the terrifyingly beautiful setting. I loved the cast of hip young Snoop employees, with job titles such as Chief Bean Counter (finance to me and you). They were all so quirky and different from driven CEO, Toph, to geeky Elliot or airhead Ani. At first the group seem little more than obnoxious, privileged, beautiful, play boys and girls but the author does well to add depth and a certain likability to almost all of these characters by the end. 

And, I loved the One By One concept - a conflicted group isolated together getting picked off one by one and knowing the murderer had to be one of them. Terrifying and captivating - waiting to see who'd be next.... My favourite bit however is difficult to talk about without spoiling it. So, I'll just say that it was so cleverly written that even when I started to suspect the eventual murderer I didn't believe it because the format suggested it was highly unlikely to be them.

#1 Forgive Me by Susan Lewis (released 12 November 2020)
*****

This is Claudia Winters’s last chance for a fresh start. Changing her name and leaving her old life behind, she has fled to the small town of Kesterly with her mother and daughter. But the past can’t stay hidden forever. And even as Claudia makes new friends and builds a new life, she can’t help feeling it’s all about to catch up with her… Until one disastrous night changes everything forever.

In my opinion: Having absolutely loved the author's previous book 'My lies Your Lies' I was looking forward to this one with nervous excitement - would it be as good? The answer is YES but it's really not comparable as it's completely different. Expecting another twisty, turny thriller I was a little disappointed at first that there was nothing to work out and as a result it felt a little slow. But, once I realised there wasn't meant to be and it was more of a psychological family drama than thriller, I realised it was just as good but just in a completely different way.

And, the reason it was just as good was Susan Lewis. Her writing is so powerful, so emotive, so descriptive and so well thought out and researched that it totally immerses you. Her characters are so well developed and relatable with both strengths and weaknesses, evoking strong feelings of anger and empathy for them. Once again I loved the multi-generational relationships and the way the characters support and forgive each other even those who've done some truly terrible things. I guess the moral of this one was that not everything is black and white, there's so many shades of grey.

#3 Just Between Friends by Rosie Nixon (released 12 November 2020)
***

Aisha Moore is eight months pregnant. Lucy is having her first child too. When the two women join the same baby group, they quickly become friends and before long they’re confiding in each other. Only there’s one thing Lucy hasn’t told Aisha. And while a baby may turn your life upside-down, a secret this big will change everything

In my opinion: I knew this was a new direction for author Rosie Nixon but not how different. One of the main characters Lucy acknowledges that before falling pregnant, she "found it difficult to engage with other people's pregnancies and births." Same for me. I mean I knew it was a story about new mums but I guess I thought there would be more to it than that ie the promised secret. But, the (fairly obvious) secret isn't revealed until the latter part of the book, with the first half of really about the strain of parenthood on relationships from the decision to have children and get pregnant through to caring for said baby. That said, Nixon has created an enjoyable, electric mix of characters in the baby group. But, sadly this just wasn't my thing whereas Nixon's previous #TheStylist books definitely are.

Many thanks to NetGalley and the publishers for giving me the opportunity to read these books prior to publication.

January 2021 releases

New year, new books!

Here's my pick of the best....

#1 Shiver by Allie Reynolds (21 Jan 2021)

When Milla is invited to a reunion in the French Alps resort that saw the peak of her snowboarding career, she drops everything to go. While she would rather forget the events of that winter, the invitation comes from Curtis, the one person she can't seem to let go. The five friends haven't seen each other for ten years, since the disappearance of the beautiful and enigmatic Saskia. But when an icebreaker game turns menacing, they realise they don't know who has really gathered them there and how far they will go to find the truth.

In my opinion: ★★★★★

I loved this! I loved the ski resort setting - beautifully terrifying already but then out-of-season made it even more chilling. As well as the vivid descriptions of the alpine environment, the author created so much atmosphere with her writing that it almost felt real. I felt the fear, isolation, silence and sense of dread - continually looking over my shoulder - as if I was there. I enjoyed the dual-time narrative that seamlessly weaved the past with the present. I loved the present because that's where the suspense and action was but I also loved the past and the fascinating insight into a professional sport; the training, the competitions, the rivalries, etc. The alternating timelines really helped develop the five characters too - all of whom I loved for their drive, fearlessness, confidence and camaraderie (although underneath it's clear that none of them trust each other). The only bit I didn't like was the prologue because up until that point I especially loved main character Milla.

Most of all, though, I loved the fast pace, action packed plot, and highly addictive nature of this whodunnit. I couldn't put it down. I also couldn't work it all out - some parts I did guess but there were so many layers it's unlikely you'd ever guess it all especially as the 'who' in whodunnit was genius. A brilliant debut and I can't wait for the next book from this author.

#2 New Arrivals at Hedgehog Hollow by Jessica Redland (7 Jan 2021)

Hedgehog Hollow is officially open for business. For Samantha, the proud owner of this beautiful rescue centre, life has never been busier. But with an influx of new hogs and hoglets to take care of, not to mention a full-time job and ongoing family issues, can she accept the possibility that she has taken on more than she can handle? Fortunately, she has the love of her life, Josh, by her side for support and encouragement. But Josh has his own family troubles to deal with. And soon he must decide if he's ready to do the one thing he swore he’d never do - forgive his father.

In my opinion: ★★★★★

This is the second book in the Hedgehog Hollow series and opened with a helpful introduction (or recap) to the characters and story so far which was a nice touch. These also really set the scene of what to expect as seemingly in the previous book main character, Sam's, boyfriend married her cousin, her current partner, Josh's, dad was having an affair with his then girlfriend and literally every other character was either blood related or coincidentally related to each other through circumstance. And, the drama continued in this one but the author writes with such charm and ease that it was still a light-hearted, feel-good tale. For example, the drama of Josh seeing his ex for the first time was somewhat diffused by the fact that he was wearing a hedgehog costume at the time. There's obviously going to be a part three but I liked that all the drama wasn't unrealistically wrapped up in a ridiculously short time frame, some things were left dealt with but open so to speak. It was also a great mix of human drama with animal cuteness - I particularly loved the hedgehog rescue element.

#3 Coming Home to Brightwater Bay by Holly Hepburn (21 Jan 2021)

Desperate to get her life back on track, Merry leaves London and escapes to the windswept Orkney Islands, locking herself away in a secluded clifftop cottage to try to heal her heart and rediscover her passion for writing. But can the beauty of the islands and the kindness of strangers help Merry to fool herself into believing in love again, if only long enough to finish her book? Or is it time for her to give up the career she’s always adored and find something new to set her soul alight?

In my opinion: ★★★★

I'm a massive fan of the author and the Star and Sixpence series, and this immediately reminded me why. I love all the little details Holly Hepburn includes such as the job advert, event posters, descriptions of real-life places and cultural references in this case to one of my favourite films 'The Holiday' - all of which really help bring her stories to life. I also love her characters, particularly the 'support acts' such as mischievous goat Gordon, formidable Sheila and hot librarian Niall. Once again this was a charmingly warm and witty read, with all my favourite ingredients - village setting, two very different love interests (Clark Kent like Niall and Viking warrior Magnus), strong female characters and community spirit. My reasoning for four stars rather than five is that it wasn't quite as good as my beloved Star and Sixpence......

#4 People Like Her by Ellery Lloyd (21 Jan 2021)

People like Emmy Jackson. Instagram sensation Mamabare, famous for always telling the unvarnished truth about modern parenthood. But Emmy isn’t as honest as she’d like the fans to believe. She may think she has her followers fooled, but someone out there knows the truth and plans to make her pay. Because people like her have no idea what pain careless words can cause. Because people like her need to learn what it feels like to lose everything.

In my opinion: ★★★★

I love a 'his & hers' story and how two people can view the same thing so differently. And, this was no exception as husband and wife, Dan and Emmy, have polar opposite views on their family and insta-celebrity life. I also found the whole influencer thing fascinating and thought-provoking - who knew people buy followers and have a 'pod' of other influencers to get the coveted likes and shares? I was also weirdly drawn to both Emmy and Dan, despite them both being really quite self-obsessed, unlikeable characters. And, I enjoyed the contemporary narration.

As a thriller, however, it was a bit lacking. First off it was a bit slow - apart from a few interspersed chapters from the point of view of an as yet unidentified third person clearly hellbent on revenge, the actual thing didn't get going until some way into the book. I also found the conclusion a bit unsatisfying and extreme (although sadly there are a lot of damaged minds out there and the author(s) portrayed this sensitively). But, I would still recommend this book because for all the reasons first mentioned it’s a compelling and enjoyable read.

 

#5 Murder on the Menu by Fiona Leitch (15 Jan 2021)

Having quit the Met Police, Jodie ‘Nosey’ Parker is glad to be back in the Cornish village she calls home. She can finally start her dream catering company and raise her daughter, Daisy, somewhere safer. But there’s nothing like your first job catering an ex-boyfriend’s wedding to remind you of just how small your village is. And when the bride, Cheryl, vanishes Jodie is drawn into the investigation, realising that life in the countryside might not be as quaint as she remembers…

In my opinion: ★★★★

This was exactly as described on the cover - "a cozy mystery novel". In terms of the 'mystery' there were no clues to solve, nothing to work out, no blood, no frenzy - it was a nice story with fun characters to just enjoy rather than participate in - exactly like it said. It was easy reading and light-hearted escapism done well. And, there was plenty to keep you attention in form of the characters and humour. I particularly loved the family dynamic between the three generations of Parker women, perhaps best summed up by this little extract where Jodie (Nosey) Parker's 12-yr old daughter, Daisy, asks if she can get her nose pierced as well as her ears. Too which Jodie replies "Of course! And one in your belly button. And a tattoo. And Nana'll get a nipple ring while we're there." Followed by Nana's "Ooh. Just imagine getting that caught on your cardie." I also loved the flirty banter, innuendo and love/hate dynamic between Jodie and DCI Withers.

#6 Asking for a Friend by Andi Osho (21 Jan 2021)

Forty-something Jemima’s life is on track – well, sort of, she just need to bat her niggly ex away for good. Twenty-something Meagan is in the midst of her five-phase plan and is nearly ready for phase three: a relationship. While thirty-something Simi has had more it’s not yous than any I dos. These best friends decide it’s time to ditch the dating apps and play the love game by their own rules. They’re going to ask people out in real life…but only for each other. What could possibly go wrong?

In my opinion: ★★★★

From the description -  comedian author, perfect for fans of Mhairi McFarlane (I am) and dating - I was looking forward to a funny catalogue of dating disasters ending in true love obviously (it is a romcom after all). Sadly though the book was more about the friends' relationships with themselves and each other than the dates themselves.

There were a few funny one-liners - one of my favourites being "she was as British as binge drinking and sarcasm" - but on the whole most of the 'comedy' came from the banter between the girls. I did love the dynamics between the three very different friends though, and the effortless way the author managed to capture how real friends tease, argue, champion and talk straight to each other.

I enjoyed this book for what it was; a light-hearted story about love and friendship. But, would probably have done so more had it itself.not promised more.

#7 The Great Escape from Woodlands Nursing Home by Joanna Nell (7 Jan 2021)

At nearly ninety, retired nature writer Hattie Bloom prefers the company of birds to people, but when a fall lands her in a nursing home she struggles to cope with the loss of independence and privacy - and dreams of escape. Fellow 'inmate', the gregarious, would-be comedian Walter Clements also plans on returning home as soon as he is fit and able to take charge of his mobility scooter. They join forces - and very slowly, an unlikely, unexpected friendship begins to grow.

In my opinion: ★★★

Set in Australia (which I hadn't realised) this was a nice story focused entirely on the older generation to give a refreshingly honest (both fun and poignant) account of aging. There's plenty of scenes which show the vitality, passion, tenacity and mischievousness of the nursing home residents. For example, their great escape (obviously), scooter joy riding, and adding washing up liquid to the ornamental garden fountain. But, the author also sensitively draws attention to some of the inevitable realities such as death, illness, loss of independence and rigid (outdated) routines of life in a nursing home. As said, a nice story but sadly rather too long-winded and slow for me.

Best of Reality Shows

As much as I love reading, I watch a bit of television too and have to confess a love of reality TV. Having read a number of books recently that reminded me of some of my favorite shows including Married at First Sight, The Batchelorette, and Love Island, I thought I'd share the best of those in my opinion.

#1 The Shelf by Helly Acton (Jul-20)

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When Amy's long-term boyfriend surprises her with a dream holiday, she thinks he's going to finally pop the Big Question. But the dream turns into a nightmare when, instead, she finds herself on the set of a Big Brother-style reality television show, The Shelf. Along with five other women, Amy is brutaally dumped live on TV and must compete in a series of humiliating and obnoxious tasks in the hope of being crowned 'The Keeper'.

In my opinion: I absolutely loved this and I knew I would right from the very first page when I read Amy's rant about "being force-subscribed to a daily update of dribble, snot and tears" after “Jane’s posted another close-up of the twins....smeared in a rank blend of banana and carrot.” I could totally relate. 

In fact this book could have been written for me. I totally agree with and share many of Amy’s (new) life goals after the show’s therapist, Dr Hicks’ (and the baby challenge) help Amy realise that “trying to find someone to do life with” doesn’t necessarily have to mean mortgages, marriage and kids but could be seeing things and having experiences, “maybe it’s a secret beach in Asia somewhere.”Although it’s Amy’s best friend Sarah (and not the celebrity life coaches) that best sum up my feelings ‘on doing life’ with the sentiment: “Live life for yourself....If you meet someone who wants what you want, great. If you don’t, those are the cards you’ve been dealt.”

It's not all life lessons or feminism, however, it’s light-hearted, deeply satirical and brilliantly hilarious. I was literally crying with laughter at the baby challenge when housemate Hattie reluctantly leaves her baby with Jackie who accidentally dislocates her arm, handing her back with the limb reattached the wrong way round and a near-detached head. Such a great cast of diverse characters too, particularly in the form of the housemates – Selfish Jackie, Distant Gemma, Boring Hattie, Bitter Kathy, Easy Lauren and of course Desperate Amy.

My rating: 5 stars

#2 One to Watch by Kate Stayman London (Jul-20)

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Bea Schumacher is a devastatingly stylish plus-size fashion blogger. Just when Bea has sworn off dating altogether, she gets an intriguing call: hit reality show Main Squeeze wants her to be its next star, surrounded by men vying for her affections.

In my opinion: Obviously based around reality show The Batchelor, this was a captivating plot as much like reality TV itself it quickly sucked you in with its superficial drama, love/hate characters and intrigue about who'd eventually be crowned the winner aka 'Main Squeeze'. I was hooked trying to work out, like Bea, if any of the guy's were genuine or not, vibing Sam, hating Jefferson and trying not to be charmed by bad boy Luc. Annoyingly though it was also quite repetitive with the constant reminders that Bea is a plus size girl and quite American with lots of references and words that I just didn't understand. Entertaining, trashy, escapism.

My rating: 4 stars

#3 Married at First Swipe by Claire Frost (Sep-20)

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Learning that her best friend’s online dating business has taken a hit, Hannah comes up with an idea that just might solve both of their problems: finding a man using Jess’s dating app and meeting him for the first time at the altar. 

In my opinion: Loosely based on one of my favourite TV shows 'Married at First Sight', sadly I was disappointed as it wasn't anywhere near as dramatic as the show nor as funny as other similar stories. The big problem for me was that this focused way too much on the pre-wedding and not enough on the wedding or marriage. I wanted more of their first impressions of each other, more of what happened on the honeymoon, more dates, more getting to know each other, more Toby - just more of everything really.  The other problem was main character Hannah - who I found slightly annoying and totally selfish.

My rating: 3 stars

Best of October

Autumn is here and my 'Book of the Month' is....

1. The Winter Garden by Heidi Swain (Released 1 October 2020)

When an opportunity to design a winter garden opens up in Nightingale Square, Freya jumps at the chance to make a fresh start. But while the majority of the residents are welcoming, local artist Finn seems determined to shut her out, and when Freya's family make a surprise appearance, it seems that her new life is about to come crashing down.

In my opinion - Heidi Swain is one of my all-time favourite authors and this, the third in the nightingale series, is a return to her best. This one once again focused fully on the square's residents and that's what I love most about Heidi's novels that sense of catching up with much loved friends. Don't worry though if you haven't read any of the others as each one focuses on a different lead character and story so it really won't matter.

Like the others though it's another heart-warming tale of new beginnings, love and friendships with delightful characters and a idyllic setting. A simple formula but one that works so well! With the author's trademark charm, effortless writing style and vivid descriptions, I could clearly picture the garden, square and every single character. Once again I fell in love with the place, wanting to up sticks and move there. 

PREVIEW: The Vow by Debbie Howells

I loved the premise of this finding out your fiance has been living a double life with another woman as well as yourself. As such I'm pleased to review the new novel by author Debbie Howells.

Many thanks to NetGalley and the publisher Avon Books UK for giving me the opportunity to read this book prior to publication.

Expected: 15 October 2020

The blurb 

Everything was perfect. And then her fiance disappeared....

Two weeks before her wedding, a stranger stops Amy in the street and warns her she’s in danger. Then that night, Matt, her fiancé, doesn’t come home. Desperate, Amy calls the police – but when Matt fails to emerge, she’s forced to call off her wedding day.

Then another man is reported missing, by a woman called Fiona – a man meeting Matt’s description, who was about to leave his fiancée for her.  He was supposed to be moving in with her – but instead, he’s vanished.

Amy refuses to believe Fiona’s lover can be her Matt – but photos prove otherwise, and it soon becomes clear that Matt has been leading a double life. As the police dig deeper, two conflicting, yet equally plausible stories emerge from two women who allegedly have never met.

The wedding day never happened. But the funeral might!

The review

I loved the premise of this finding out your fiance has been living a double life with another woman as well as yourself. It is told in alternating perspectives from Amy the fiancee, her daughter Jess, and the other woman Fiona also interspersed with events from 1996 from an as yet unidentified narrator.

There was lots to like but also some areas where it didn't quite fulfil its potential. The story and suspense built steadily throughout, with lots going on with the present day and past flashbacks to keep interest high. It also wasn't obvious the way it was going to pan out or who to suspect. However, that said the second half of the book lost a bit of momentum and I felt slightly let down in the way it turned out. In the end there were a lot of threads that didn't come to anything eg Matt's past love life, Cath and the mystery warning.

Most of the characters were really likable, particularly pragmatic, astute, loyal Jess and unreliable, contradictory Amy who will drive you crazy.  I was disappointed with Fiona though as her character less developed and consequently quite one-dimensional. I would have liked a bit more about what happened to her in the end.

So, overall a bit mixed but definitely worth a read.

The author

Debbie Howells is both a florist and best-selling author. Follow @debbie__howells on Twitter or visit www.debbiehowells.co.ukto find out more.

  

REVIEW: One Perfect Morning by Pamela Crane

I'm pleased to share my review of the latest psychological thriller by US author Pamela Crane. A genius twist but too much drama and too many unlikable characters in my opinion.

Many thanks to NetGalley and the publisher Avon Books UK for giving me the opportunity to read this book.

Published: 20 August 2020

The blurb 

She’s made her bed, and now he’s lying dead in it…

Mackenzie, Robin and Lily have been inseparable since college. Twenty years on, they all live in the same neighbourhood with their perfect homes, perfect families, perfect lives.

But in their idyllic suburban town, no one truly knows what goes on behind closed doors. For each of these women is crumbling under the weight of a secret, a betrayal, a lie.

And when the worst happens, will the unbreakable bond of their friendship survive, though it’s started to fray at the edges?

One dead husband. Three women with motives. And they’re all best friends who have each other’s backs – or do they…?

The review

This had a bit of a 'Desperate Housewives' feel to it....three women all with glossy exteriors but hiding inner secrets, friends on the surface but loyal only to themselves. It starts with one of the women murdering their husband as he sleeps but we don't find out the identity of either. The book then sets revisits the preceding days establishing that they all have reasons to want somebody else dead - so literally anyone could be the victim and anyone the murderer. The action is also interspersed with flashbacks to the 1990s when the women met and where one particular event was kept secret until today.

And that's part of the problem with everyone having motives and secrets in the past and present there's just too much going on at times. Also what does go on is all fairly heavy covering rape, underage sex, domestic abuse, drug addiction and of course murder. None of it is particularly graphic or upsetting but it's just continuous.

It's hard to believe that one group of friends can have that much drama. And, also that after so much drama and betrayal, the characters are seemingly unaffected and forgive and forget a liitle too easily.

The other problem is that it's full of unlikable characters, not just because nobody in this story can be trusted but also because they are truly toxic particularly to each other. I would not want to be friends with any of these women.

I did absolutely love the clever twist though whereby the 'murderer' didn't actually kill the victim at all. Genius. Overall though a 3.5 rating, sadly rounded down to 3 stars. 

The author

Pamela Crane is a North Carolinian writer of psychological thriller, and wannabe psychologist. Follow @MentalMommyPam on Twitter or find out more at www.pamelacrane.com

PREVIEW: The Winter Garden by Heidi Swain

Another 5-star read by one of my favourite authors Heidi Swain. I'm pleased to review her latest novel 'The Winter Garden' prior to publication thanks to NetGalley and the publisher Simon and Schuster UK.

Expected: 1 October 2020

The blurb 

Freya Fuller is estranged from her parents and has been following her childhood dream of becoming a gardener ever since. When an opportunity to design a winter garden opens up at a Victorian property in Nightingale Square, Freya jumps at the chance to make a fresh start. But while the majority of the residents are welcoming, local artist Finn seems determined to shut her out, and when Freya's family make a surprise appearance, it seems that her new life is about to come crashing down

The review

This is the third in the nightingale series and a return Heidi Swain's best. Unlike the second one 'Poppy's Recipe for Life' this one once again focused fully on the square's residents and that's what I love most about Heidi's novels that sense of catching up with much loved friends. It never ceases to amaze me, however, that one small square can have so many gorgeous and eligible bachelors.

Don't worry though if you haven't read any of the others as each one focuses on a different lead character and story so it really won't matter. Like the others though it's another heart-warming tale of new beginnings, love and friendships with delightful characters and a idyllic setting. A simple formula but one that works so well!

Heidi Swain is one of my all-time favourite authors. With her trademark charm, effortless writing style and vivid descriptions, I could clearly picture the garden, square and every single character. Once again I fell in love with the place, wanting to up sticks and move there. 

The author

Heidi Swain is a popular Sunday Times Best Selling Author of romantic fiction novels. Follow author Heidi Swain on Twitter @Heidi_Swain or find out more at www.heidiswain.co.uk.  

REVIEW: The Inheritance Games by Jennifer Lynn Barnes

I didn't realise until afterwards that this was a young adult mystery but I loved it anyway. So, here's my review of the latest novel by Jennifer Lynn Barnes.

Many thanks to NetGalley and the publisher Penguin Random House for giving me the opportunity to read this book prior to publication.

Expected: 3 September 2020

The blurb 

Avery Grambs has a plan for a better future: survive high school, win a scholarship, and get out. But her fortunes change in an instant when billionaire Tobias Hawthorne dies and leaves Avery virtually his entire fortune. The catch? Avery has no idea why--or even who Tobias Hawthorne is. To receive her inheritance, Avery must move into sprawling, secret passage-filled Hawthorne House, where every room bears the old man's touch--and his love of puzzles, riddles, and codes.

Unfortunately for Avery, Hawthorne House is also occupied by the family that Tobias Hawthorne just dispossessed. This includes the four Hawthorne grandsons: dangerous, magnetic, brilliant boys who grew up with every expectation that one day, they would inherit billions. Heir apparent Grayson Hawthorne is convinced that Avery must be a con-woman, and he's determined to take her down. His brother, Jameson, views her as their grandfather's last hurrah: a twisted riddle, a puzzle to be solved. Caught in a world of wealth and privilege, with danger around every turn, Avery will have to play the game herself just to survive.

The review

Not that I realised it at the time but The Inheritance Games is actually a Young Adult mystery book - which is kind of embarrassing I'm not sure I really understood it all. However, in my defence the main reveal was glaringly obvious from the off and actually I think certain things were left unresolved for book two as apparently it's the first in a planned series.  It also didn't matter because for me this was all about the game rather than result - and I loved the game.

I also loved getting to know all the characters and like everyone in the book couldn't help being drawn to the Hawthorn boys. Their characterisation was impressive, each with their own unique voice and way of moving, dressing and speaking, which come across clearly but subtly in the narrative. First, there's Nash, who's seemingly uninterested in Avery, not tortured enough for him to rescue. 

Then, there's ambitious, arrogant Grayson who distrusts Avery intensely and sensation-seeker Jameson who could be using using Avery just to win. And, finally geeky young Alexander (Xander) who is actually the smartest of them all. Avery herself was strong, smart and independent - and I was fascinated by them all. Personally I would've liked more of Nan though as she seemed like the canniest of them all.

Overall, a really fun read with characters you want to get to know, puzzles you want to solve, and a billionaires mansion setting that you wish you could live in. I was hooked from the very beginning. 

The author

US author Jennifer Lynn Barnes has written several acclaimed young adult novels. She also has advanced degrees in psychology, psychiatry, and cognitive science. Follow her @jenlynnbarnes on Twitter or visit www.jenniferlynnbarnes.com to find out more.