Many thanks to NetGalley and publisher Harper Collins UK for giving me the opportunity to read this book.
Released: 17 October 2019
From the moment they meet one December day there’s something between Charlotte Taylor and her brother’s best friend, Tom Farley. But Tom’s already taken and Charlie has to let him go. It’s another five years before their paths cross again only a secret from the past forces Charlie to make a choice. She promises herself she’ll never look back. The years pass and Charlie moves on with her life but she can never forget Tom. He’s always there whispering ‘What if?’. Can Charlie leave the life she has built for one last chance with Tom? Or is the one that got away not really the one at all?
In my opinion
This book is so much more than just a romance. Firstly, the author delivered a deeper exploration of love and relationships than your average romance novel. But, more significantly, it was really thought-provoking exploring a number of other themes and ideas alongside the romantic story line.
I absolutely loved the whole concept of this book regularly considering the idea of fate and destiny myself. There was a similarity with the film “Sliding Doors”, exploring the different paths that a woman's life might have taken depending on her reaction to one momentous event. For the record I believe in destiny and that everything happens for a reason. Although author Emma Heatherington says it better saying: “No matter how we try and shape it, fate will always make sure we end up exactly where we are meant to be.”
Love Interest #1 Tom is main character Charlotte’s first crush and soul mate. Five years later they bump into each other again on the same night that she meets Jack, Love Interest #2, for the first time. But, their reunion is short lived as a family tragedy forces them apart yet again. Charlotte then goes onto marry Jack but can’t stop wondering ‘what if’ with regards to Tom. Unfortunately it did mean though that the story was a bit repetitive at times as the main character continued to brood over her past, present and future.
Similarly, I was also captivated by the idea of life not turning out as we planned. As children we dream of being astronauts or doctors or whatever we want, we truly believe we can be anything we want. Which of course we can but the reality is that we often find ourselves on a different path for whatever reason. Like Charlotte who dreamed of being a singer songwriter but ended up as a teacher enjoying singing songs to a delighted audience of primary school children instead.
Lastly, deeper topics of mental health and family ties were explored. For me though, whilst I understood and emphasized with Charlotte’s brother’s mental health issues, the same couldn’t be said for my feelings towards the main character herself. Charlotte has a gorgeous, kind husband who adores her, idyllic country living in a beautiful cottage, a supportive circle of family and friends, and a rewarding career as a teacher – yet she is miserable. I understand that mental health doesn’t work like that and is extremely complex and uncontrollable but to me Charlotte just came across as a bit whiney and ungrateful rather than truly in a dark place like her brother. As such I couldn’t really connect with her.
And, because of that I just liked this novel rather than loved it. It had all the ingredients for a great story yet for me there was something slightly missing.
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